So lately, I’ve been doing all of this Eastern medicine, reiki, detox, healing crapola, in an attempt to behave like a “normal” human being. And its great. It leaves me feeling incredibly calm and centered. Most of it seems like just laying on a big heating pad while someone waves beads or feathers or something over my head. But, I guess thousands of years of healing tradition must work or why they hell would they still be doing that crap? And it works for me- so there it is.
Anyhoo, the reason I’m telling you all of this is as follow up to yesterday’s blog post, Waterways. I was quite proud of it. I asked my husband about it and he gave his typical man response, “yeah, it was good”. But oh no, every woman knows this brief review of my work will never do. “Don’t you think its good? I mean, like ‘real writing’? It wasn’t humorous and didn’t include any cuss words”, I prompted. “Yeah, it was different than your usual writing..not so frantic…ya know…not crazy” came his supportive reply.
Whoa ho ho!! Back up a minute- NOT CRAZY! Well, my dear sir, you have just thrown down the gauntlet. “Not crazy” will never do in my book. Oh no, I’ve laid awake all night giving my relationship with a water some deep and thoughtful consideration. And my friends, let’s all jump on the USS Crazy Train, shall we?
My life on the water began before I can remember. My dad owned an Aqua Cat. Its like a Hobie Cat but smaller and less popular. In fact, I think we may have owned the only one in existence; because ever since then whenever I’ve told someone we had an Aqua Cat they always correct me and say, “oh, you mean a Hobie Cat”. No dumb ass, an Aqua Cat.
If this is your first time reading my blog, let me give you a little background. My parents were definitely not Ozzie & Harriett. Or y’all probably don’t even know who that is- maybe Ward & June Cleaver? Shit, I don’t know. In short, they were both crazy and split up when I was about 7- the end.
Well, back to the Aqua Cat, in those early years when my parents still tolerated each other, we would often load up the old cat on the trailer and take it to the beach. Now the beach was really just some spot on the Chesapeake Bay where they’d thrown out a bunch of sand- so I guess that qualifies as a beach.
Being the ever thoughtful and responsible parents the planning of picnic items and the like was not tops on their list. We can just pick that shit up on the way out there. So, we would stop by KFC- you youngin’s my not know this but those letters actually stand for something and back then we just called it Kentucky Fried Chicken- ah what simpler times they were. And then we can swing by the beer & wine store on the way and pick up a case of B-bows (translation: Pabst Blue Ribbon) for Dad. In Maryland, not only do you have to sell liquor at liquor stores, you also have to sell Beer & Wine at there own separate stores as well. Why? Who the fuck knows? But, my poor husband got to learn this fact the hard way. The first time he came to visit my family he ran to the store to get some beer. He was gone for over and hour and the store was literally at the end of our street. This was before cell phones and I couldn’t figure out where the hell he was. When he finally got home, he filled me in. I had neglected to tell him this particular little quirk about the Free State and so he’d been driving all over the state from grocery store to convenience store far and wide before he finally asked someone. Oopsy Daisy!
Oh wait, let’s get back to our beach trip. So, dad’s got his case but wait there is also my non-drinking mother and his three CHILDREN with him. Okay- we can stop and pick up a six-pack of coke for all them- that should last us all 8 hours on the beach, right? Thank God, my mother at least brought some sunscreen or sun tan lotion- I don’t think anyone really believed in skin cancer back then so I’m really not sure how much UV protection it provided- but man you’d have a great tan.
So there we’d be at the beach. Dad would off load the trailer. The great thing about an Aqua Cat (no, I’m not mistaken, its not a Hobie Cat, asshole) is that you can launch it directly from the beach. So, once the Cat was off the trailer, the entire family (including little toddler me) would all push the damn thing the million miles from the parking lot across the searing hot sand to the water’s edge. Note, we were at the beach so of course the first thing you do is kick off your shoes- not giving a second thought to the fact that you may develop third degree burns on the bottom of your feet. But, it sure gave us all motivation to get that motherfucking boat to the water as fast as possible so we could cool our heals.
Then we’d all sit down on the 3 towels we’d brought for all 5 of us to sit on. We never had chairs or an actual cooler. Dad would just pick up one of those handy dandy styrofoam coolers at the beer store, so then he could just throw it away at the end of the day. I wonder how many of his coolers are taking up space in a landfill somewhere? Well, at least he can honestly say he’s left his permanent and indelible mark on the world.
Anyhoo, he’d down 6 or 8 beers, ya know, just enough to take your small children out for a sailing excursion on the Bay. Despite being drunk and depriving his children of hydration, he did make us wear life jackets. I don’t even think it was a law back then, so thanks Dad for not letting us drown. We’d set off with the wind in our sails to circle the lighthouse. He loved to joke that sharks were also circling the lighthouse. Yay! We’re inches from the water, hiked way up on one side and he’s making hilarious jokes about Jaws.
So we’d be on our way back to the beach when, shit, the whole damn thing capsized. No, not just one time. This happened every time. Thus, the life preservers. We got really good at uprighting the old Cat. Thank God we had the smaller less popular sister because I don’t think we could have hefted Hobie’s beautiful big ass over.
These beach adventures truly are some of the happiest memories of my childhood- believe it or not. I was with my whole family, on a beach, on the water, in the water, laughing and having fun. So, yeah. Its not nearly as idyllic as the picture I painted yesterday of our current boat outings. But, there is something about the water- that despite our family turmoil- the water made everything okay even for just those few days. Burned feet and all.